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Gadolinium:
My wife, Tracy recently passed away on July 12, 2018 at only 45 years old.
We were married in May of 2012. Through my employment, Tracy then had medical insurance so she began regular examinations and tests for then minor pains and BP/cardio/asthma.
Is this too little too late ? Life seems to be full of cruel ironies. After learning of this widely used toxin just a few days ago, At this point I can hastily conclude her rapid physical decline and complaints of pain seem to parallel the symptoms of gadolinium's adverse effects. Throughout this, as her symptoms worsened the doctors treated these with, among other pain suppressants, Opioids, even as far as Fentanyl trans-dermal, Morphine sulfate tablets also Lyrica,, Imitrex, Klonopin on top of other anti-anxiety "downers" simultaneously.
I can conclude the biologic Humira for alleged diagnosed RA, at nearly $5000.00 per month apparently does nothing for RA's symptoms or further damage to joints and the pain that accompanies it... Or it wasn't RA that was the source of her intense pain. In my opinion the laundry list of pharmaceuticals that were prescribed to Tracy, is astounding if not evidently lethal. I witnessed her near paralysis immediately after several of their "treatments", infusions and "remedies".
In my opinion the MRI's to understand her then current minor shoulder and knee stiffness ( prior old surgeries) was the beginning of 6 years of more MRI's, intensified pain and doctor prescribed opioid addiction which in itself led to a physical and mental decline. One would have to believe in uncanny coincidence or a chain of poor decisions and poisoning due to ignorance and or an intentional cover up of "scientific" clinical results.
I blamed Tracy for her prescription opioid use and what I had assumed hyperbolic complaints of these "all of a sudden" pains, All along, with only a layman's knowledge of medicine but a strong intuition that the wrong path was being taken, I also held and will continue to hold the doctors in contempt until I can be convinced otherwise.
I have no proof that the MRI's she underwent used Gadolinium in their contrast agent. As of yet I do not have access to her complete medical records but my intention is to discover the truth behind her rapid decline.
If Tracy's pains were increasingly intense where even Oxycontin was not enough and Fentanyl along with Morphine was necessary, I will stand in shame and guilt the rest of my life for not believing her. I was her husband and she was due that respect, However I also am fully aware of what opioid addiction can do to a person. Choices fail no matter what.
For those experiencing pain, I beg you to understand; you can never take enough opioids to totally escape that pain without transferring pain to your loved ones.
Tracy, Rest In Peace Sugar Buns.